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谢谢各位的慰问与关心。我没事，只是头和脚受了点伤。
今天真的深深让我体会到生命的脆弱，和人情的冷漠。
一个人关心和不关心你，真的是在那一刻全都看见了！

我们都有错，我们不该因为是绿灯所以就不管另外一边是否有车。
对方，大白天醉酒驾驶已经是一大错误，闯红灯更是大错特错！
撞下去的那刻，只想着为了他，不可以让自己有事，后来眼前一黑就什么都不知道了。
醒来才知道车已经翻了，镜子破了，人也卡在里面出不来了。
整辆车扁了一般，修不回了吧？

值得庆幸的是我们车里就只有2个人，而后座是空的。

不然坐后面的那个真的不敢想象。
更值得庆幸的是，车子是有tinted的，不然我一定变成了大花脸。
路人很多，但真正帮忙的却没有几个。真是很马来西亚的风格啊！
我们卡在车内的虽然怕，但看着我们被撞，车子翻覆的他们应该更怕！

谢谢他那么努力的把我摇醒，好像怕我再也醒不来那样。感动中～
看得出他比我们当事人还要紧张，东西都是他的帮我们settle，真的很庆幸他的出现。
但还真可怜了那些警察，每个都被他骂。但他们做事情也真的太慢了。呵呵。

现在人在家休息。
多么希望，他会关心，但不可能了。

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New Toy

New toys in the house !! Nikon DSLR camera last week , and Macbook Pro this week ! So , whats next ? ? 

Back from Thailand and waiting for the sunburn recover ! No single temporary , what a sad case .

Ended

這一切都結束了。

假期結束了，愛情也同時結束了。

他開口了，一定有他的理由。

謝謝他這段時間的照顧，我很開心，真的。

更謝謝他給的假期。

他不細心，不溫柔，不體貼，更不會有什麽驚喜或慶祝些什麽。

他不記得我說過的話，不記得我的手機號碼，不記得我的生日，更不記得我們的紀念日。

或許他不是不細心，不溫柔，不體貼，只是心裏沒有我。

但我就是喜歡跟他一起的時候，雖然每次生氣他，但沒有一次能生氣久的！

是我自己犯賤，怪自己好了。

多麽希望他會留我，說只是開玩笑罷了，但他沒有。
我把我的聯絡號碼從他手機中刪除了，只有這樣我才會不期待他打電話來，不會失望。

他從來就不會主動打電話來。

這樣不讓自己有所期望，然後失望的方法厲害吧！

我把我很喜歡的錄影也洗了，不讓自己過於沉溺。

有過多少快樂，就會有多少苦痛的道理我懂。

再見了，雖然我愛你。

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Call me Emo Queen from now onwards please people .
Don't know what the hell happen to myself , emo till the max .
Daddy leg injury yesterday early morning , wake by Mommy scream and lots of BLOOD @@
Send Daddy to the nearest hospital , but their service is f*cking SUCKS !!!!!!! SUCKS to the max !!
No doctor in the emergency room ! WTF ! Then why call emergency ?
Do they know what's the meaning of EMERGENCY ? Lemma !
Now I know why so many people DIE when accidents !

Here comes our story in the most famous aka expensive private hospital here !
We arrived the emergency room at 7am and they tell us no doctor . The nurse helps daddy to clean up those blood and send for X-stray .
After that they send us to the room which cost 60 bucks for just a bed and ask us to wait for the doctor to come which is coming at 9.30am .
After half and hour , they ask us to pay 3000 bucks for deposit and admit for 1 night ! WTF ?!
When we ask for reason , and they say " Idk , anything just wait for the doctor to come"
So what for they ask us to admit since the doctor haven't meet us up at all ?
Tik Tok Tik Tok .. 10.30am the doctor still haven't reach hospital yet ! He follows Thailand timezone ?
End up we pay 350 bucks for those sucks service without stitching and change to those normal clinic !!
The clinic only  take 1 hour and 200 bucks for all those thing !
Show you guys my daddy's leg.. ='(

Last night was the emoness night ever I had last night , drove the car round and round over the city till SP . Brave huh ?
As you know , I never drive there before and I get LOST . FML
I though I could find the way back yet I can't . And I cry all the way long , not because of get lost , its lonely .
When I need someone , you always not there be with me .
YOU ARE JUST NOT THERE ! So called so close , yet so far ?
I spend more then 3 hours to find someone accompany me , but there is no one free for me at all .
That's why I made up my mind , there is no one else in the world will care bout you more then yourself .

Never mind , keep up all those emoness and back to the shinny me ! :)
April had start , Birthday is coming soon . I had a wonderful birthday last year , wondering what will I get this year .
Macbook Pro ? Mommy suddenly mention bout it this Morning . Craving for so long and hope that I'll get it . :)
And , Canon 1000d is on the way !! xD

Oh ya, almost forget to mention that Rasa-Sayang is having Buy 1 Free 1 Promotion again !!
Had my Birthday Vacation at there last year . That is the BEST buffe I try before , even better than E&O Hotel. Lets check out the pictures. Click here ----> PICTURES 
Btw , any nice Western Restaurant in PENANG recommended ?
I have no idea where to have the Birthday dinner this year :(

Kay kay , this post is kinda long and I should stop now .
Update again when free .



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