Spec day

Pictures of the day , in Spec for cover my goldfish eyes . LOL
Going for IT class later , lazy lazy . Update tonight . =)

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Here the night comes ! twink`` Yes i really wearing the spec whole day long until i lie on the bed and on phone with him . Keep on taking bout the ' Goldfish ' topic with Roy and Eshban on FACEBOOK today , Ughhh ... i know they are peli ING me . Yet they're still my buddies !! Is glade to know them although they always say that i am the most stupid one . LOL

Have a text on IT class today , although i can do the question but i found out that i really so weak on that question ! i even hang there 15 min yet can't finish the question . Hmmp . Final Exam was delay due to lack of class room , so it falls on the last week of May . So that we are having another week of holidays for own revise and final revise at the 3rd week of May . He keep on nagging me to start doing my revise and i answer him ' okay , i'll do it later ' everytime . Last , do nothing but hanging myself on the FACEBOOK . Means the only way to let me do my revise is shut down the lappy . HAHA

The class finish earlier around at 3 plus , rang bro asking him for movie and we did it ! While on the way home , i nearly get bang by a stupid lorry ! Only 1 foot more the lorry will bang the driver side , means my side . I guess i'll sure die if i get hit ! Back to the movie , we watch IP MAN 2 !! The movie was so nice and i feel like 黄晓明 really man in every movie that he take part ! Awwww`` I wanna dream bout him tonight can i ? Ok , talk bout dream that remind me i have a bad dream last night ! Is a very bad dream . It scares me for the deep of my heart , everyone was running and hiding . And i was sitting there so worried bout him and waiting him to come back everyday yet he's not . I even wake and touch wood in the midnight . ==

I guess is time for me to sleep now , got a job for myself tomorrow at PIZA Penang . Who is working there too ? Text me text me . HEHE .

Nights people . xoxo . =)

21th

The Birthday pass and yes i am fully 21th years old now . Count as adult already huh ? LOL . Simple celebration @ Shangri-La's Rasa Sayang Hotel last weekend . The Seafood buffer dinner was great enough for me . The only deficiency is HE is not there with me . How bad that i wish HE was right there be with me . Yet i know working more important . =) Am I enough understanding ? cheeky cheeky ``

The pictures not with me now , will upload all the pictures at FACEBOOK and here asap .

Finally watch the Ice-Kacang movie this afternoon . The movie was so so nice , so romantic and feel like why 阿牛 so romantic ? Wondering how pain after he crush his bicycle and get bang by the bus ?! I even though he will DIE !! OMG ~~

And , the emo is pass i guess . But seems like he still in emo mood now , trying hard to make him happy but why i always failure ? Trying so hard to work on it . Hope it's really work !! =))

Heart

Quite emo recently , know as moody . I shut down the door of my heart , and keeping myself away far from everyone . Is kinda hurt when you treat your friends with truth heart but end up they treat you like nothing , or maybe not even friends . I bet i'll never do that again !

I use to be a silent girl in the pass several years , until i meet some friends any they teach me how to speak for myself , not to hide everything inside the heart , and treat others people with my heart . I learn it well and i use it too . But finally i realise that not every single person will treat you back with their heart .

Knowing that someone who doesn’t know you (as in knows your name but never met,never talk ) and you don’t even know them at all (maybe not even names ) could actually judge you and acted like they’ve known you for ages and they totally understand what’s been happening to you , it is actually pretty annoying.

And when he / her friend’s ask, ‘ how did you know so much about her ? ’

The person said , " i don’t know , just heard from someone . ( and that someone turns out to not know you as well ) "

Isn’t that ridiculous ? At the same time , it hurts alot too . Because you know that you’re not like what they’ve said , but yet they want to judge you but not knowing you at all .

I used to be very brave , not afraid to say anything or blog about anything last time . But now i’m daunted . Now everytime when i speak , i've to filter my words and be careful about every single information that i'm sending out . Because you’ll never know who’ll turn behind your back and start creating rumors about you and the rest you know what’s going to happen . I believe everyone has been through this before . And i truly hate misunderstandings,and i think people really should get over some stuff that it isn’t worth for them to be angry of . Because nothing has ever happened and it isn’t even true .

I just want peace . But i realized , no matter how hard i tried to avoid , dramas will still come to you . Just hope to let you guys to understand , there’s always two sides of stories . Its really unfair to me , when you actually listen to one side of the story and judge me without even giving me a chance to explain myself .

But true , explanations are useless . Cause for those who hates me,even how much i explained , they’ll still never believe me . For those who are my friends , they don’t even need explanations because they know who i am .

‘ Your friend’s won’t need it , your enemies won’t believe it . ’

I change again . Maybe be the silent's will be safe from those rumors even there is no more joy in my life .

Vanessa Williams - Save The Best For Last

Vanessa Williams - " Save The Best For Last "

Stop the blog music before you play this song. =)
Keep repeating this song whole day.. is so romantic !!
Change it to my ringtone now.. Teeeheee...





Sometimes the snow comes down in June
Sometimes the sun goes around the moon
I see the passion in your eyes
Sometimes it's all a big surprise
Cause there was a time when all I did was wish
You'd tell me this was love
It's not the way I hoped or how I planed
Somehow it's enough
And now we are standing face to face
Isn't this world a crazy place
Just when I thought that chance had passed
You go and save the best for last
All of the nights you came to me
When some silly girl had set you free
You wonder how you make it through
I wonder what was wrong with you
Cause how could you give your love to some one else
And share your dreams with me
Sometimes the very thing you are looking for
Is the one thing you can't see
But now we are standing face to face
Here isn't the world a crazy palce
Just when I thought that chance had passed
You go and save the best for last
(MUSIC)
Sometimes the very thing you are looking for
Is the one thing you can't see
You

look alike ?

Here i comes again !! Do we look alike in this pic ? i think so.. =)
someone use to hate him a lot last time , even warn me don't hug him anymore . Hmmp```

Finally i finish edit my blog skin after busying whole day . Yea , whole day man !
Keep change and change and change again . End up i prefer something simple and nice i think . LOL
Exam is around the corner AGAIN , 2nd week of May !! FML
Assignment needed to pass up before that . Ishhhh````` How am i gonna finish it in 2 weeks ?!

I HATE ASSIGNMENT SERIOUSLY !!

Outing with babe Rachel is the only daily activities of mine . We keep hanging around Gurney and Queensbay .
Or maybe this is the only place that we can hang out at small island Penang ?
Shopping mood are on recently ! Money spend like water flow , nothing better than shopping for a girl when they are bored and moody .
Right girls ?
So boyfriend , please beware of your wallet . LOL
Cooking mood are on too recently !
Too bad i need to finish all the food after cooking . That's why i always force my brother to finish it .
Plan to cook Pork Chop tomorrow , wish i can finish it all myself . ♥

The salted chicken and steam egg

here comes steam egg again , but with meat this time .


Oh ya , you guys watched that Ice-Kachang Puppy Love ?? who wanna acc me for this movie ?
Text me text me.. =)

Is time for me to sleep.. Update tomorrow.

突然发现，很久没用中文了咯！都不好意思跟人家说我是独中生了。今天星期二，晚上无聊没事情做就上网罢！最近的生活就只有上课，和家里。闷到~~~~ 整天在想，做么槟城就那么小？为什么距离 KL 又那么远？Pavillian 做么不是开在槟城而是 KL？做么咧？好啦，不要理我！神经病药忘记吃就是酱的咯！

讲到上课，真的越来越想死。功课多到被压死了都不知道为什么咧！那些老师真是给 Assignment 不用本，随便讲几句就要我们辛苦几个星期~ 讲到 Assignment 就一肚子气！我的 assignment 有脚会自己跑的咯！真是的~ 以后都不会把功课借人了咯！到最后人家都只会告诉你 “没有啊！没有拿到！” 料我的assignment就这样消失掉，我又要重新做过咯！重点是，我学校很喜欢用-- hand writing 的咯！不是用 printer print 的！ 写字写到手都要废掉了！到底天理何在？！

上个星期日跟爸爸妈妈去逛街，上一次这样逛街大概是半年前的事情了吧！==。相隔半年之后再次跟爸爸妈妈去逛街，就骗了粒钻石回来。有点点的过意不去tim… 距离生日还有7天，好快哦。曾经还想过要怎样筹备这次的生日，到最后…所有事情都不是想象中的那样！爸爸说我最近都那么不开心，就订了Rasa-Sayang Hotel给我玩，不懂会开心么。希望会啦~ =)

明天的class取消了，就在家一整天咯。打算去找game回来玩，不然真的是闷到疯掉~~~整天开着facebook都不懂做么~

暂时这样吧！

DAMN !!

DAMN !! But thanks to the god , pray is really works . i love my god now !! =) i am such a bad girl actually , only pray when something bad happens or exam . And only thanks god when i pass my exam or the bad things gone .

Get his call 5 min ago , nothing happen to him , but his friend . Phewwwwww , feel much better now !! Please don't scare me again . Feel like having an heart attack , can't stand that for the second time ! Never knew that i can be so worried bout him before . It's sounds bad ?

Anyway , is a good news for me ! =)